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so, the other day, i ended up going out with who i call my “best friend” for the first time… in almost a year. and even though we were out, just us, for some reason, i still felt so goddamn irrelevant. i’m almost 100% sure that if i’m not the one to speak to her first, we might not ever speak again. i mean, yes, i know very well that you have a boyfriend… but… like… i don’t know. six years of friendship is not important???? like after six years, she was the only “friend” i had left. and now, i have just about no one… like its actually getting to me, how much my brother would talk about how i don’t go out, and how i don’t have friends…. its really starting to suck….
idefk ugh it’s one of those shitty nights again
